Its quite crappy why i cant get to sleep now after tossing right and left on my bed for a good 45 minutes. Its almost 7am!!
I get to leave at 10pm from work today. Long ge being mr nice guy (or rather he's just bored of staying home) picked me up from work and we had dinner at East Coast before getting back to my place for a mahjong session. I won $50 ^^
Checked my bank statement today and felt that i overspent again this month when i cant even recall what i spent on. Havent really had a good shopping spree for some time now and i dont know where all my money went to? Bills bills and more bills.
Speaking of which, i havent paid my hp bills yet. Damn.
I like to see my bank savings with a whole number, so that means i can only spend about $300 more till my next pay which comes in about 2 weeks? That is really quite impossible unless..
1) No shopping spree till the next pay
2) Stay home for the next two weekends and not spend a single cent (quite impossible though)
3) Religiously wake up early and take the freaking MRT to work instead of cab (sighhhhh)
4) Make sure i finish my work early/on time so my colleagues will share cab with me after work if not its damn expensive to take mid-night cab home everyday
5) Eat cheap meals for dinner
6) Smoke less = buy lesser packets of ciggs
Quite hard to achieve though.
I seriously dont know where all my money went to. Getting this amount of pay monthly should be able to help me save quite a bit, since im not really somebody who spends a lot on materialistic stuffs. But it seems like my sis (who earns about 1/2 or 2/3 of what i earn) seems to have lots more money than i do. Damnit!
Insurance, hp bill, mom's allowance, monthly fixed deposits, transportation + meal expenses and other misc stuffs like ciggs and what not takes up almost my entire pay already. That sucks. I havent even included shopping yet!
Quite keen on investing in the stock market but im a low risk taker. I cant bear to see my hard earned money gone when the market goes down and share prices dropping. I am always so full of contradiction, i hate myself for that.
Maybe i should play more mahjong to earn extra pocket money. Then again, i dont win ALL the time. Today's quite lucky. Luck wasnt so good but still managed to win a little.
We used to play only 20cents-40cents and occasiaonally 30cents-60cents (which already give us the scares). Now? We play 50cents-1dollar and i dont really feel a thing already. I think soon, we will move on to 1dollar-2dollar and that might be our new comfort level. Quite scary to know how much of a gambler ive become. I know, im a hard core mahjong addict and its so hard to resist!
I feel so jaded recently. I think i need a break. I wanna go on another holiday. Somewhere where i can take things totally off my mind. But i cant apply for leave due to shortage of manpower.
All outta sudden, i feel like going on a trip to Europe. Visit my "friends"(people i know who's in London from work) and go on a shopping spree and spend my entire savings bringing home baggages of branded stuffs.
I think im dreaming.
Im going to wait till my parents wake up and probably join them for breakfast. And i hope they wake up soon because i am quite hungry.
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